About Being Safe

Listen to your instincts. Your instincts are the one tool that you always have but don't always use. It is a culmination of all your experiences and all you have learned. It is a built in warning system that humans have that we are socialized away from relying on. It is a built in life saver. Cops learn to trust it. Military personnel live by it. All of them survive in much more dangerous situations than the average person, because the trust their instincts.

      - Jim Clemente, retired Supervisory Special Agent in the FBI's Behavioral Analysis Unit in Quantico & advisor for the hit tv series, Criminal Minds

Please Let Go

♫ The Temper Trap - Love Lost

Jangan mengucapkan kata-kata indah dan manis buatku,

 kerana aku takut akan menyayangimu.

Jangan mengambil berat tentang diriku,

 kerana aku bimbang akan mengasihi dirimu.

Jangan terlalu baik padaku,

 kerana aku takut akan merinduimu.

Jangan memberikanku kenangan atau harapan,

 kerana aku khuatir akan jatuh cinta padamu.

Jangan menghargai pertemuan itu,

 kerana aku tidak mahu menderita kerana kehilangan dirimu,
 lantaran perpisahan ini.

Untukmu, Adam.
 

Someday I...

Going to travel the world...

"Oleh itu, bukankah ada baiknya mereka mengembara di muka bumi supaya - dengan melihat kesan-kesan yang tersebut - mereka menjadi orang-orang yang ada hati yang dengannya mereka dapat memahami, atau ada telinga yang dengannya mereka dapat mendengar? (Tetapi kalaulah mereka mengembara pun tidak juga sebenarnya bukanlah mata kepala yang buta, tetapi yang buta itu ialah mata hati yang ada di dalam dada." (al-Hajj:46)

Who You Are Is Not What You Did

I guess you really did it this time

Left yourself in your warpath

Lost your balance on a tightrope

Lost your mind tryin' to get it back

  

It's all right, just wait and see

Your string of lights is still bright to me

Oh, who you are is not where you've been

You're still an innocent

You're still an innocent

Time turns flames to embers

You'll have new Septembers

Every one of us has messed up too

  

Lives change like the weather

I hope you remember

Today is never to late to

Be brand new 

[Almighty Allah's Limitless Mercy]

O son of Adam, so long as you call upon Me and ask of Me, I shall forgive you for what you have done, and I shall not mind. O son of Adam, were your sins to reach the clouds of the sky and were you then to ask forgiveness of Me, I would forgive you. O son of Adam, were you to come to Me with sins nearly as great as the earth and were you then to face Me, ascribing no partner to Me, I would bring you forgiveness nearly as great at it.

It was related by at-Tirmidhi (also by Ahmad ibn Hanbal). Its Isnad (chain of authorities) is sound.

Text copied from Al-Nasir's Hadith Qudsi Software v1.0, www.DivineIslam.com

Yet

If it doesn’t break your heart,

 it isn’t love.

If it doesn’t break your heart,

it’s not enough.

It’s when you’re breaking down with your insides coming out,

that’s when you find out what your heart is made of. 

-Yet by Switchfoot.
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Our Suitcase

Hey you

 Yeah you

Let's pack our bags

And run, run, run away

 And take trains to places we've never been

 

When It Rains

Still,
I think of you, baby
And how i grew old with you then
And this summer, you'll call-maybe
And act as if we were old friends
You'd say, 'how are you, baby'
I'd say, 'it's raining in athens'
And to this day

I nurse the fever
That spoiled my poor heart
And i've mastered the art of dealing
Slipping away without falling apart
So when this summer, you call-maybe
And ask how I've been
I can be honest and answer plainly
'Since November, it's been raining'

Rise

Today i'll crawl out of bed
I can't stand your shadow is too heavy to lift
Maybe we'll go for a ride
You said you'd take me nowhere
I said that suits me just fine
I know you've always been near
Whispering secrets i know i'm not supposed to hear
Hold your heart with two hands

Give it to me only to disappear
Look how low i've sunk
Don't ask me to rise
I'll only lose you when i'm high
All alone in the dark
Love survives only when we are apart
Your voice still sounds in my ears
Soft explosions that blossom with the beat of my heart

Falling

Swept away
By the wonder of it all
So amazed
Never saw it coming
Left me dazed
And i don't know where to turn

Here and now
Seems i'm standing on the edge
Looking down
I can clearly see your face
In the crowd
Makes me feel i'm not alone

If i fall
Will you catch me

Seems to me
I'm exactly where i dreamt
I would be
And the view from here is
Something to see
But i need a hand to hold on to

If i fall
Will you catch me ?